been slacking the whole day since 2pm...

tons of sch work waiting to be cleared but i just cant get e mood to start working..

but think i'm being the most hardworking this sem compared to e rest of my uni life..

it actually feels quite gd to prepare for tutorials and be able to understand and appreciate what others r talkin about in class..

but this's really draining..tiring..to try to keep up with e pace..one word SIANZ..

think it's because it's the final yr in sch..reality's setting in..gotta work n earn $$ soon..

maybe e growing responsibilities on my shoulders are what's driving me to be more hardworking..

the unknown future's giving mi alot o pressure...will i be earning enough fast enough to support my family?

will i be contended with my job? will i like my job? e most obvious option now is to simply be an auditor..i dun hate e job, but neither do i love it..but to do something else with less stability..i dunno if i have e luxury of it...